Question of the evening

how do you make decisions?how sure are you that the conclusion that you have arrived to is absolute?

of idiocy and guilt

Have you ever wronged a friend or stopped communicating with them or are just not in speaking terms anymore because of a past issue? Well, I have. And, I admit that it’s entirely my fault. (o__o) I have… hurt a former close friend. His friend said he’s not mad anymore. He’s indifferent. Or just don’t care anymore. Huh… That made me sad more than knowing he might still be mad. I think I’d feel better knowing he’s mad than indifferent. Not that that fact matters to them. (And, I bet his friend would be very happy knowing this). I understand ish though; that what I did was majorly wrong. I know he forgives but not forgets. (Whenever I just think of that time, my conscience grieves over my stupidity.)

I would love to mend this broken relationship, but my guilt and cowardliness just won’t allow it. Every time I see him, I just want to run away and hide. I’m also very embarrassed of myself. I did try to make up, but I ended up running away from it. We do small talks every now and then… But, the thing is small talks with strangers or people I rarely talk to already make me feel awkward. Lol o_o; So… this is like 2x or more more awkward. Yey me. To think I’m a dragon and a Sagittarius for freaking sake.

If ever I can turn back time, would I change history? I think the ending will still be the same, but in a much lighter note.